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The Balloon and the Bowl
On a hot afternoon at a town fiesta somewhere in the Philippines, a child of about eight stands in the plaza holding a string. He has ten pesos, maybe twenty, saved from errands or handed over by a tired parent, and he has just done the most reckless thing a poor child can do: he has bought a balloon. It is red or yellow or green, it squeaks when he squeezes it, and for about four minutes it is the most beautiful object in the world. Then his grip slips, or the wind turns, an
Avril Shakira Villar
Sep 285 min read
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Blood in the Classroom: A Critical Examination of School Violence in the Philippines, from Tacloban to Zamboanga, and the Global Pattern Behind It
On the morning of June 22, 2026, a ninth-grade classroom at San Jose National High School in Tacloban City, Leyte, was, by every ordinary measure, an ordinary place: chalk dust, morning rain, forty to fifty students settling into their seats. By 9:20 a.m., three of those students were dead and twenty more were wounded, after two of their fourteen- and fifteen-year-old classmates entered with a 9mm Glock 17 and a .38-caliber Armscor revolver and opened fire. Fifty-seven days l
Avril Shakira Villar
Aug 236 min read
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The Web Beneath the World
Consider the shirt on your back. If it is like most garments sold in the world today, its cotton was grown in a field in India, Pakistan, or West Africa. The field was planted with seeds developed in part from varieties that originated in the Americas, carried east across the Atlantic after 1492 in the great biological upheaval that historians now call the Columbian Exchange. The cotton was harvested by hands, or increasingly by machines, and then transported to a factory who
Avril Shakira Villar
Jul 513 min read
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The Ghost Knew Better Than to Stay
Everyone here gets visited. I have watched it happen. I have sat in the same room with people who do not sleep right anymore, who laugh a second too late, who have learned to hold their face in a particular way in public because the alternative is explaining something The ghost finds them in the ordinary hours. at three in the afternoon, in the middle of a meal, in the shower, one sentence and the next when suddenly the pause becomes a country with no embassy, no return fligh
Avril Shakira Villar
Jun 72 min read
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Everything Adds Up to Normality
I found the book by accident, the way I find most things that end up mattering to me: late at night, following a thread online that had started somewhere else entirely. A commenter dropped the link without much context. I clicked it expecting to skim and read for three hours instead. By the time I stopped, it was past two in the morning and my father was asleep and the electric fan was making its slow unsteady rotation and I was sitting with a book-length argument that had re
Avril Shakira Villar
May 2513 min read
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A Nation Watching
The Philippine Senate has never looked like itself. There have always been deals sealed in corridors, alliances shifted by the morning session, men in barong who smile at each other across the floor and mean something entirely different by it. But even by the Senate's own baroque standards, what happened in the first two weeks of May 2026 constitutes a kind of political rupture that will be studied, argued over, and selectively remembered for years. On May 11, 2026, Senator A
Avril Shakira Villar
May 1510 min read
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Something Good Awaits Me There
At the end of the day, I am just trying to get home. This is the entire ambition of the late afternoon, of the hour after everything has finished and the body has given what it had to give and all that is left is the ride, the road, the particular quality of city light that comes in the early evening when the sky cannot decide between orange and gray and the jeepney moves through it like a vessel through something thicker than air. The breathing matters more than it sounds. T
Avril Shakira Villar
Apr 169 min read
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The Middle East Crisis and What It Costs the Philippines
On the evening of February 28, 2026, the war arrived. It arrived as a headline on a phone screen, a spike in a commodity index, and then, hours later, a notification that someone's daughter had died in Israel. Mary Ann B. De Vera, a thirty-two-year-old caregiver from Pangasinan, was struck by shrapnel while helping her elderly patient reach a bomb shelter. She was the first confirmed Filipino fatality of a war that the Philippines had no part in starting and no capacity to st
Avril Shakira Villar
Apr 113 min read
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Permission
In 1948, the United Nations wrote the word "everyone" and meant it. A Singaporean passport opens 195 countries. An Afghan passport opens 26. That gap is a decision, made and remade every year in foreign ministries and executive orders and consular offices, that some people's need to move is a problem to be managed and other people's desire to move is a freedom to be protected. This essay is about that decision, and about the 123 million people currently paying for it with the
Avril Shakira Villar
Mar 3015 min read
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Damage Assessment
A poem I watch the mayor shake hands in front of the shuttered plant on the six o'clock news, his teeth catching light Behind him, men in hardhats stand arranged like furniture. Someone decided this would look like hope. The woman beside me on the bus notice into smaller and smaller squares until it disappears into her coat pocket. I don't ask. We've learned not to ask. Outside, the billboard has been repainted again— last month a senator, this month a beer that promises
Avril Shakira Villar
Mar 301 min read
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